Life is going pretty good right now. Kayden is adjusting pretty well to his new daycare (better than I could've hoped!). He is growing and learning so much more every day! He's been patting and kissing his cousins a ton! He even pats his Aunt Kym's belly and gives it kisses! Its so cute! He is becoming a serious daddy's boy, but he still loves me so its ok! He is super cuddly lately, which I can't complain about! He is refusing to drink milk though, which is worrying me about his growth.
On a less happy but kind of happy note, I leave for San Diego for an entire week next weekend. Its bittersweet. While I am sooooo looking forward to the beach, sleeping as much as I want, seeing an old friend, and getting some "me" time, I have never been away from Kayden for more than 9 hours. He has never spent the night away from me and I'm like really freaking out. He will be with his daddy, so I know he will be OK, I'm just worried he will forget me, miss me, be super sad, or think I left him! He is my little angel! I can't bear to think he is hurting because I'm leaving him. Its not forever, but for me, it feels like a really long time! I know I need a little bit of a break, to recoup, but being away from him is so sad to me! I've never even gone out with friends because I miss him too much! I know it will be good for me work-wise, and physically, but emotionally, I just know it will be super duper hard. I will probably cry all night long the first night :(. At least I know he will be with his family, who loves him so much. He is mommy's little man, the #1 man in my life. I just hope he will be OK with me gone...
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