So I just got back on Friday from my trip in San Diego. I had a freaking blast.
I'm so excited to implement some of the things from the seminars into my daily work.
I'm hoping that once I get my bosses clientele up and running, she will help me build mine!
I think its only appropriate that I help her with hers first. I don't want her to think I'm a wasted investment.
I'm very self conscious about doing a good job. I feel like since we got back, I've shown her I can do my job, and exceed her expectations.
As for being away from Kayden, it was tough. The only thing that helped was knowing he was with family, and being too exhausted from seminars to really have time to think about any of it. While I was gone, he had 3 more teeth start to pop through on the top of his mouth! He learned to flush the toilet, climb on the couch, and was super fussy.
I'm not sure what happened while I was gone, if its just the constant changes going on around him, or his teething, his age, or what, but he is throwing fits pretty much non stop. I'm starting to worry that something is wrong. I keep racking my brain trying to figure it out but I just don't know.
Not only that, but I don't know how to handle the fits. He is too young to understand time-out, and he isn't acting up enough for a spanking, and he is too young for that anyways. I don't know if I should try and baby him more, if he needs some extra loving from all the change, or if I should just ignore the fit. I'm having trouble sticking with just one thing.
Money is tight, and since that stupid mouse inhabited my kitchen its pretty much ruined my excitement to go in there. I feel like my kitchen is dirty no matter how much I clean it. I'm always paranoid a mouse is gonna run across my feet. I think I might have a slight phobia of mice. They seriously disgust me. I keep having dreams that they are crawling into bed with me. Its stressing me out. People think its not that big of a deal but it is to me. I literally get queasy and feel like I'm gonna pee my pants when I think about them. Not sure what to do.
Overall though, I am so happy with my life and those that are in it. I wouldn't change those parts of my life for anything :) Its been a good couple of weeks, hopefully the next few will be even better!
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